I started this blog 10 years ago today, on August 8th, 2011.
It began as a desperate groping towards meaning. Dedicating myself to writing meant I could call myself a “writer,” which was a preferable identity to “failure.” Shortly thereafter I stumbled into the then-thriving subculture of the OSR. I developed a self-discipline I needed, produced work I’m proud of, and most importantly built relationships which give my day-to-day life meaning that mere art never could. Sometimes I miss the energetic pace of work from earlier years of the project, but looking back I know the source of that energy was a terror of backsliding into aimless depression. I’m glad I’m not terrified anymore.
I won’t say ‘here’s to 10 more years,’ because all things must end and it’s likely that this project has passed its halfway mark. I’m not done with RPGs, but there are only so many hours in the day, and too many projects I’d like to pursue. Instead I’ll say: Thank you for a good time these past 10 years. I hope we have lots more good times.
Stay safe, have fun.